I wanted you to be who I wanted you to be.
I failed to see you are a catastrophe.
I drink way more than you.
But I have more than a clue.

My words are always true.
More than I can say for you.
Wanted to put you on a pedestal.
But you are not that special.

I thought you were my fantasy
But you were not in reality.
You were just excited.
You were ignited.

Because I am a primal force.
And you were going through divorce.
You did not have a clue your skin
Was the space I wanted to live in.